Monthly Archive for September, 2008

Pursuing St. Peter - Part I

The Scavi Tour Office, St. Peter's Basilica, Rome, Italy.
The Scavi Tour Office, St. Peter’s Basilica, Rome, Italy.

In November of 2006, my wife (Sarah) and I went on pilgrimage to Rome and Assisi. For my world traveler wife, it was just another day at the park, except of course, for the fact that she was bringing me who had been nowhere. Ever. Before we got married, I had been on a plane once in my life. Yes, just once.

I digress. Among the myriad of sites and not a few a churches to see in Rome, it was highly recommended to us that we to go on the Scavi Tour underneath St. Peter’s Basilica. This tour takes you to the necropolis below St. Peter’s and to what is reputed to be the Tomb of St. Peter. It is apparently more than a little difficult to get tickets for this tour. People often need to arrange their tour many months in advance given the very limited number of slots available each day.

When we arrived in Rome, at the first opportunity, Sarah and I went to the Scavi Office to inquire about tickets. Inside the office we spoke to Leo (name changed to protect the innocent… or guilty… depends on your perspective really). We shared how this was my first time to Rome and we “heard that this is where you go to get tickets for the Scavi tour.” As though it were that easy, right?

Dear Leo diligently typed away on his computer (much like the ticket agent from Meet the Parents), and after some time he let out a sigh and said “I have two slots only for you… 3:15 or 3:30 on Wednesday afternoon?” Sarah and I looked at each other, almost giddy at our good fortune. After a quick consult, we agreed on 3:00pm and for the next few days we enjoyed all that is Rome and waited excitedly for Wednesday afternoon.

Since we were with a pilgrimage group, and I was the music minister for the trip, I naturally was tasked with leading music for Mass each day. It soon became apparent that the Mass we were to celebrate on that Wednesday was up in the air in terms of where it would be. Initially it was to be nearby the Vatican early afternoon… then it was nearby late morning… finally it was across town… at 2:30pm! Ummmm, logistically difficult you can be sure.

Admittedly, we were more than a little bummed at how things were playing out. There was such a small chance that we would ever get tickets in the first place, and then to have them effectively taken away was discouraging. We prayed and we consoled each other that really and in truth, being able to go to Mass was worth more than seeing the tomb of St Peter. We offered it up for those in need and we went into the church were Mass was to be held. However, if everything went on time, there was a super slim chance that we could still make it.

Luck of lucks, Mass was late getting started. Almost 20 minutes late. I had let it go however and sang my heart out (I love the acoustics of those old churches!). During the communion mediation, one of the pilgrimage leaders approached me and indicated that we should get going so that we could make the tour. I told her that music was my responsibility, that I had to be true to the Mass here and now. If it was going to happen, it would happen in due and proper time.

After Mass was over, Sarah and I RAN to the taxi stand to try and catch a lift across Rome… at rush hour.

Stayed tuned, more to come…

Offering it all up, the very best that I can.

When I ran the UPMC-Pittsburgh marathon back in 1999 with my dear friend Leah Yates (now Sister Concepta Louise with the Sisters of Life in NYC), we offered up every single mile for a different intention. One mile was for the conversion of family members who were distant from the Lord. Another was in discernment of my life’s vocation. Still another was for the grace to quick smoking (another paradox of my life to explain another day…).

So the miles went. Mile 10… mile 11… mile 12… mile 13… and so the prayers went. It was a glorious morning for a race. As the day wore on, the temperature increased and each water station was a welcome sight. We grew tired… and we grew weary. But we were sustained on this journey of body and of will by the fact that we were praying. It made the race bearable in a way that I did not quite expect. What it did not do was lessen the pain and discomfort… Rather, it gave it purpose.

I was reminded of that day this morning as I climbed the seven flights of stairs to my lab. Yes, there are elevators. I often cop out and use them. But I am determined to change those patterns of behavior that have put me in the physical and spiritual shape that I am in. That begins with the little things, those decisions that in and of themselves are fairly insignificant, but which can be oriented towards the pursuit of holiness.

Huff, puff, huff, puff. If you had heard me you would think that I was getting ready to blow the house down. My legs were burning and I was sucking wind. “Lord, I offer this up for those most in need of Thy mercy.” I am not sure why I used the word “Thy,” but it does happen… “Lord, I offer this up for those who will die this day.” And so it went…

Firm and resolute, I made my seven flights of stairs. I paused at the top to catch my breath, stretch my calves, and to wipe the sweat off of my brow, conscious that as I walked into the hall someone might think that I was out of shape. Imagine that…

Verso l’alto

Verso l’alto - Towards the heights!

… And so begins a journey of faith through fitness towards a deeper relationship with Christ.You may wonder, what in heavens does fitness have to do with faith?… If our bodies truly are a temple of the Holy Spirit, then the answer is everything. Consider how much of your pursuit of holiness is hampered by sins of the flesh… no, not those sins… rather those of laziness, gluttony, excess…

There is a reason that St. Francis referred to his body as “Brother Ass!”… Yes, we are weak. Yes, we are broken. But grace abounds, and with a touch of discipline, our errant, pleasure seeking ways can be transformed into a true pursuit of holiness and self discovery for the Glory of God! I hope and I pray that through these posts, you may be inspired towards greatness…

Verso l’alto!